dream with Flora

Here again or more about the wedding, my future puppy & the exam~!

2012. július 21. | 7/21/2012 | 0Comment

Finally i could get myself to write. I always promise but never keep it... And you can't imagine how bad i'm feeling about it...

The last date when i wrote was the 12th, now it's 21st & since then many things have happened.

Let me start with the wedding~!

It was sooo beautiful! We stayed almost the end, & we ate & danced so much! The couple was adorable, I'm so happy Csilla is a part of the family. :) Everything went fine, including the they before the wedding, when we packed the cakes.

A wedding can be also a good time to have fun with the rarely seen relatives/cousins. So we did. Actually i went to help -like at the packing of Vicky's wedding- but it turned to be tweeting, family guy-watching & having fun w my cousin. - gomenne mom & the others for not helping, but actually they said the group was big enough ^^'- and it's not 100% true we didn't help. In the end we did the 'tagging' & also delivered some packs. ^v^

It was so good to see the old nannies being happy because auntie thought about them. :)

After the wedding i felt totally 'jet lagged'. My whole day turned upside down, the morning was evening & vice versa but in the end my 'system' solved the problem. x3

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Since then there are many development in the puppy-case as well. Yesterday i kept nagging mom 'bout it - poor mommy ^^"- and it's true she hasn't said 'yes' yet, but it wasn't my goal. I just wanted to make her sure i'm determined - more than i ever was in anything. And i think she knows it very well now.

Also it was among my goals to get her used to the idea of a puppy. Indoors. Cause we NEVER had an indoor puppy before. And i know it's not the biggest house in the world but i don't want a Saint Bernards, it's just a havanese which can grow 'til 30cm-s & that's all. I don't have a huge room but he can still live with me. So that's how we stand. Yes, i'm determined & no i won't leave poor puppy after a week.

As I want to be very well prepared i keep on learning from the articles/ videos.

I think the most important question what we have to ask ourselves before we buy any kind of pet is WHY we want to buy it. As i want to be a responsible & very good owner of the dog it crossed my mind "what if i won't be as good as i want? what if i really will leave him? do i have the reason to buy one?" - it's very important to clear these questions in yourself. Also you have to know, i don't find it a reason -'cos it's cute. Ok, fine, it can be among the reasons, but it shouldn't be the main one.

You know what's my conclusion?

I am lonely. As i wrote it in my previous post. And finding this answer, i just got more secure i will be able to be a good owner of this cute doggie.

I need a mate, who will stay by my side whatever happens. I don't want to offend anybody, but since i had 'friends' like that i can't trust in people anymore as i trusted before.

And i can't live like this lonely. Mom's first answer to the puppy was "you can get one when you moved out & you live in your own flat." It would be fine, if i'd have friends at the age of me at my town. I can't wait to have somebody 'til i move out.

I don't know if you can understand what i want to say but i'm sure i need him.

It's a little bit strange cos i write like i'd get a hero... but true. He'll be my hero who will save me from this deep loneliness.

And to have some concrete steps forward i went to the owner & talked to her. She said the puppies are 4 weeks old & they delivered the puppy before at 6 weeks old- so i have about 2-3 more weeks til i can 'adopt' him. :) She also showed me some photos about them- aww geez! the cutest creatures ever! *u*

She said, next time if she'll come to work she'll call me & show more photos of them. :)

I don't know if you have a puppy how you decided his/her name but i'm having a hard time with it. ^^' To be exact i have a name which i like so much but i don't preclude other names. The one which is now my favorite is: 떡볶이 [Dukbokki] ^^ It's not exactly a [puppy]name, but i find it so cute! Actually it's a korean food, & i don't know why but i want to give him a korean name. ~~[kpopperkpopperkpopper]~~ However i read it's good to give him/her a foreign name cos it can't be so common & the pet can learn it faster.

I'm sure i've told you before, but i don't want an overused, gaudy name. I'd like one which is a little bit funny, has a 'happy sound' & unique. Dukbokki fulfills all the conditions above. ^^ Also i can call him Dobu for short. :3

I'm soooo much into plannig! But i want to make sure i won't pony up this time. So i have a backup plan. I will buy this dog no matter what happens. They can kick me out from the house, but i will buy him. And i'll have that plan for that time.

'Til then i'll stay positive, pray & hope they'll accept the new family member.

I still have at least 2 weeks! ^^

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Finally i started to prepare for my language exam! Gosh it's harder than i thought! I mean if they will have role plays like in these books, i'll die. x|

So the next thing i'll do is go & practice with mom before the "Tv-time" starts. I've already flipped over the half of the role plays but i'm curious how will i do 'live'.

That's why i'll end this long post now! ^^ I'll try to write as soon as possible.

'Til then lot's of love,

Flora :3 ♥