I don't know how this idea came to me, when i'm rarely, maybe 5 times in a year serious. But there are topics which can't be considered, really cannot be considered as a joke.

Like deciding about the future.

Time's passing by so quickly, as i often mention. Therefore my last year at high school is almost here. Fortunately only almost.

But it doesn't mean i'm "safe-and-sound" for this year. Actually this year is the last chance to get some better grade...s... The only little thingybingy probleminio is i still cannot get myself to learn. Asdsjhfhsajs. Then how the hell do i want better grades??

Believe it or not, this summer either was way too fast or i really shitted it, but i never felt like this before. I mean, of course it was hard to start the term, but not this much. I feel like i haven't had or better to say i don't "lived" my summertime. It can probably be because the 90% of it was spent like sitting in front of the computer-tweeting-fangirling awesome threesome pairing. It has some advantage as well but still caused more harm than good.

   So that's sure i won't stay at home next summer, i'll rather work day'n'night.

But that's really faaar from us right now. However there are important things which is really near. The "grading exam" is only a couple of hours away. Errghh. [Grading exam: it's like 'mini graduation'. It's bcs the teacher needs a mark so (s)he can give you a final mark from the subject you are graduating.→ It's before graduation.]

As you may already know, I'll graduate from English. Yesterday i got a letter and it says i have to do the writing & listening part on the 18th of Oct. However still a couple of weeks left, but i'm already worried so much. :|

I completed one of the previous years' exam. It's pretty good i think, and i hope tomorrow will be something like this at the mini exam.

I hope i'll be able to concentrate on the exercise 100% cause the Finnish students will arrive tomorrow as well...

    Aissh! So many things to think about! >.<

                           ...at least i don't have to attend on PE...

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