Hello my loveliest sunshines! ^♥^

This post gonna be a huge gap between my latest & current one >u< Thanks to I'm being so lazy aigoo~~

But I've got SUCHSUCHSUCH happy news! I got jobs! Not only one but TWO so suddenly! And remember when I went to Pest I didn't even had a single guess where & what I will  do.

I'm so happy right now! By the way I just got the second job 2 minutes ago, omo.


You probably wonder what kind of jobs I'm talking about. The first one is - idk if it makes sense- shelf filler. You know in supermarkets, who puts the product at their places & stuff. I already had the first part of the training yesterday, which was the "security part of the training" & I would have the "routine part" today- but since I got the other job offer I went with it.

Before I tell you why, I will share you my personal experiences/ thoughts.
The thing is that, when I got the phone call I was suuuuperduper excited. I was just simply happy I got the chance to earn money. As I haven't done anything even similar before I didn't know what to expect. As we sat down I felt that "we-are-so-strangers" feeling, but like no joke. It not even had some kind of high school feel. You know, the first day of high school. You neither know anybody there, but it has that "lets-make-friends" atmosphere.
No, that's a workplace.
I don't say everybody was like a giant stone sculpture, but the feeling is way too different. For me at least.
That's why since yesterday I had a huge stomach cramp: the 2nd part of the training would be from 6pm til 6am. And for sure I would have a couple of people to talk to, but I just felt insecure. I know you need to get out of your comfort zone to see what you're really able to, but every time I had a thought about it I just felt so bad. I think it's kind of a sign that I'm not ready to this yet.

Also my workplace would be at Miskolc, which is about 40kms away.

The second job is at the local dairy farm. I either never worked there, but some of my acquaintances did. The information I got, it really tests your physical condition, but which job isn't? My aunt works there as well- she gave me the job offer- but I'm not going there to have party. I have my plans and to make them become real, I will work my ass off if the job requires.
I know maybe I'll regret this sentence, but if I keep the goal in front of my eyes maybe it'll decrease the pain...(?)
As I mentioned this is here, my elders are so much more calmer as well as me.

I owe a huge thanks to God for giving me, the worst kid ever on planet, opportunities like this. I'm truly thankful from the deepest point of my heart.

So, work clothes on, Flora's working life starts at tomorrow (07/25/13) at 7:30am! :)

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