Hey everyone!

Here I am again. We just started our autumn holiday, today sooo there are a couple of -hopefully- calm & relaxing days in from of me. ^^ yeppyepp, i couldn't wait to get here :D

To reveal what i refer to with the title is:

1) I cannot take my dog for a walk without coming home, smelling like a burned stick. Somewhere at the village, sure someone decides to burn their leaves in the morning/afternoon or evening. Literally every time of the day. -__- and it makes me tired. Especially when I just washed my hair.

2) The date as you can guess, stands for tomorrow. It's a highly anticipated date by me & my cousin. I haven't seen him since a week (holy cow!) & i just can't wait to snuggle to him. I went through during this one week & he's my stable point i can go to pretty much whenever I want to. For once finally I don't feel completely lonely & i'm so happy I can feel this way. Cannot thank enough to God I met him.

It's a really "funny" story anyway. He's my cousin, he lives in the same village as me & we barely talk for 18 years and then suddenly everything changes. Like badabumm: that's how chocapic was made! :D
This person now takes a really special place of my heart. He's my best friend, my big brother, my dad at times. I can open up so easily in front of him, not like most of the people. I feel like he's the only single reason I keep myself alive sometimes.

So I'm thankful. Really, honestly thankful.



and we keep waiting for tomorrow...it's only hours away... 

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