Hey everyone! It has been a while since my last 'not polyvore post' & since I finally have time here I am, writing. :)

It has been pretty rough in the last few weeks, but for now, it seems like the things cooled down so I'm trying to enjoy it. After many fights & tears I hope I can have a calm & joyful holiday.

By the way holiday... I don't know if it's because of the global warming or what else, but I don't feel like Christmas at all. >.< It's just 2 days til then & i'm only starting to get the feels now. I'm dreaming of a white Christmas (♪) but it's not coming. I miss the big snow& the fun moments from my childhood.



Also I missed something this year too. I usually buy gifts for my family members, however this year I break this tradition. As I'm growing and maturing (hopefully i do) I start to understand time is the most precious gift of all & good memories as well. I know I'm not at that level of selfishness I could sacrifice moments that are precious for myself for my loved ones, but I'm asking God and hoping once I'll be able to do it. Also to be a better child, cousin, friend.


If you're on your way to do the same, the only thing I can advise you is to be patient. Changing takes time. Be patient with yourself, don't give up when you fail, keep trying instead . Good things come to those who wait.

On another note we had our graduation ceremony. Though it's nothing to celebrate about. The big challenge starts in May, which I can't wait. Now. I guess with time passing it'll change. >u<  It's still so unbelievable, I am graduating. Like whoa, five years have already passed. It's like the debut of SHINee... lol excuse my fangirl heart. :D

My dear ones, I hope you have a wonderful & blessed Christmas ♥ I love you all~! :)

xoxo Flora 

                                            

ps.: SHINee's Colorful is gonna be my favorite MV. These boys are truly precious :) ♥

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