6 weeks and 5 days. This indicates the time when we finish highschool. The seniors of 2013-14 officially leave the building that has became their second home since 2009. It still feels so unbelievable. It's no joke now, neither a dream nor something like "we have two more years,one more year".

I so cannot see ourselves as grown up people who manage their own stuffs. Pretty much because I still don't feel like as a 19 year-old should. I still feel like some 16-17 year old, who wants to enjoy freedom, without barriers and responsibility and I see my classmates the same way. Even the "pretty girls" who tend to be the most grown up part of the class most of the time.

Also we have never done something similar before, but i guess the other seniors,befre us, were like this,weren't they?

No wonder my parents keep telling me to "grow up" or "act my age". But just today I found a really good post on twitter: "Act my age? What is this "act my age" thing? What do i care how old i am? The Ocean is old as heck, it'll still drown your ass with vigor."
Also I believe maturity and experience doesn't depend on age. I know people who are not some 60 or 70 year-olds but still wiser than many people at that age.

Even though I'm scared, I'm anticipating. Can't wait to see how will things turn out after those 6 weeks and 5 days passed.

Tic-toc...~

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