2014. 04. 30. The day when an important section of my life comes to an end. And a new one to start.

Graduation is really something significant, because while as you leave primary school you don't really understand anything, get the meaning of it, you maybe don't even get that close with your classmates. But as you spend your teen years -the growing up years- in high school, it really becomes one of - if not the most- 
important part of your adventure on Earth.

You understand more, you realize more, you get to taste the world more, you make more meaningful decisions. You are getting the control in your own hands, you basically learn,experience much more you ever did before. And you realize everything only in the end.

The things you go through become so usual you don't even notice them. However in every decision there is something big, something meaningful. From where to sit, whom to sit with, which people you'll get close to til which city's university to apply...these questions can seem so unimportant while these decisions will have the most influence on you in the next upcoming years. These decisions will form you.

Yesterday on our last homeroom class as we were saying goodbye, I could feel something has closed in me, maybe a little bit lost in me. I lost the people whom I argued with, the confrontations, the 'bitchyness' some people brought with themselves. And I know I'll keep in contact with my closest friends, but they won't be there for me daily, I won't see them week from week so I somewhat lost them too.

It can sound weird but I really felt that step forward to the big lettered life as I looked back to the past 5 years.
In the last few days, weeks I spent a lot of time thinking about my decisions... Was it right I signed up for uni so far? Will I be able to do it? How? Is it right for me to get a summer job? And sometimes I got pretty scared, surprisingly. Previously there were no questions in me, but now they came to surface.

I got the answer. I made the right decisions. I'm sure, because I can feel the peace in my heart. :) Even though final exams are still in front of me- i will do my best, to get one step closer to my dream.

And here, the journey of 33 people, the journey of class 2009-2014 comes to an end.

I honestly wish the best for everyone! May all of your dreams come true ♥

xoxo, Flora

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