HEEYY!

It has been ages I know. It's not that university is tiring -'cos in fact compared to my 'previous' life, this is HEAVEN (with full capitals yeah), but there were some technical problems (my laptop went wrong) aand...i still have to study some..soo yepp. That's it basically. D: :D

As I said before, I really enjoy being a uni student. Funfunfun! Of course not each and every day, I can get bored, but I really enjoy being bored too. On the other hand I feel like, I'm sneaking out of that 'previous life', leaving everything just as it was behind, and it somewhat makes me feel bad. Obviously I can't bring my little 토끼 here & my parents look after him and it feels wrong since he's my little piglet.  // And when I get home they automatically basically  "throw" him on me. Like this past weekend.

I felt like I did nothing apart from taking him on walks. Also my parents use a different technique at raising him; to be concrete: the technique of taking him on way longer walks then he should be taken. I don't know they think he will stay calm longer, but I can't notice the difference whatsoever. So my weekend consisted of dog walking, dog walking AND more dog walking. ... -.-... 

Honestly I couldn't wait to get back here. In that past 3-4 days I was NOT able to have a good sleep, since Dobu would wake me up at 6am. I got that 'bad feeling' as well. 

The good thing is finally I have somewhere to go to. To get away from it all.  (I learned this collocation on today's language development class- comes in handy.) 

But then how did I imagine having a dog? I thought we would work together as a team. As a family. Looking back, now I feel stupid. What is family? I don't know. The bad thing is, when I arrive & leave, they're all like 'big hugs and pretty words' but what happens between that time? No wonder I feel so distanced from them. I'm totally awkward when I see another family (eg: my cousins') who are all so much love and all. And there's me, mom and dad. I can't imagine interacting with them like that at all. 

Yeey for my happy life! We have our occasional good days too, but...occasional only. 

But going back to happy topics! :D 

My dearest little friend, Helga is coming up for weekend! Gonna slay in the city! ;) I'm really looking forward to it, since it's an event we've been planning since we left high school. :) After that week, Kate comes up to visit (maybe with his brother, maybe not lol). So it's gonna be amazing (hopefully)! ^_^

Until then I have some tests to write & classes to prepare, so I'll wrap it up here. 

Oohh! Attention! I ended up joining tumblr world: free feel to follow (I grant you a followback, if you post actively :} ) http://dreamwithflora.tumblr.com/ 

Love you all! Post to you soon! :D 

   xoxo Flora

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