Hello little stars!

It's been a few weeks since my last post & I said I would update you BUT.

You know there are times when things just won't turn out the way you want? That has happened to me as well.

I wanted to work, I wanted to visit a dog shelter since I had been missing my little one so much ( also I've never been one before), I wanted to chill a bit with my friends...I had all these wonderful plans, however they weren't happening. I had to wait for my student card's sticker so I wasn't able to move out, 'cos that would have been "illegal-ish" (& the last thing I wanted is to get a fine). The guy from my work office wasn't calling and I was at the end of my money so I couldn't really afford to go out with friends either.

My aunt wasn't feeling on top either so I kinda felt like I was a burden to her, which is my biggest fear to lives as; so the best solution I had was going home with my family after they came to "use" their Christmas present.

I don't think I mentioned this to you before, but I gave my parents & my brother tickets to the comedy theater called Dumaszínház. We are pretty big  fans of the humorists who preform there, so I thought it'd be great to surprise them with something like this. We were sitting in the first row, so it was great, tho the room we were in was quite stuffed since it's organized like a restaurant and there were more than 50 tables for a relatively small place, however it wasn't blocking us to enjoy the gagmen's performance. It was pretty long also, meaning they weren't mean with the performance time and I was glad to see them having fun, while myself having fun as well.

Tho there was a period where I felt a bit sad. As I mentioned the room was arranged as a restaurant, meaning you could order food & have a niche dinner while enjoying the performance. It's not an overpriced place but it's not something we were able to afford either. Considering how much it cost for my family to come up could be enough for them already. And I felt like, only if I haven't been so mean, or better to say I'd have been more prospective, I could have been able to treat them for a dinner as well... I guess that's how you learn what well-spending means.

Apart from that we had a fun time & for sure next time I'll be able to say: choose which one you please.

As for the exam period: GOOD LORD I book it as a big fail even though I managed to pass most of my exams somehow but I SUFFERED. For real. And I TOTALLY TOTALLY deserved it. I had to realize university is not something you can pass just like that, now you have to know all this ish for real. Majority of my 1st semester's subject had nothing to do with my major  which is English so maybe that's why I didn't take it seriously. . . ?

But for one and all I learnt my lesson. NEVER AGAIN such stupid thing as leaving everything for the last but one minute.

For the time spent at home: I really, honestly enjoyed it. I thought I would be out of my mind & looking forward to return to the dorm, but I felt so good at home, for the first time a gazillion years! Seems like by the end of my teen years I learn to appreciate family, like everything falls into its place on a giant jigsaw where I never found my place before.

And this is a beautiful last sentence for my last day as a "teen". Tomorrow I'm turning 20 and I gonna enjoy this little time what's left with one of my friend by watching 50 shades of Grey.

See you in my twenties!

Lot's of love,

Flora :) 

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